Well I guess this is more of a rant than a journal entry. I guess I just need to talk to those who do not know me and thus can not judge.
I received a comment back in September that they writer saw to be constructive that I saw to be rude. The thing is not all of us who are on here are great artists to begin with. For myself, I tend to write rants that I like to call poems, throw em up and get rid of the emotion that I seem to have built up a wall of inside me. Once it builds up enough I get to the point where I need to just get it out in any which way possible and quite frankly I don't think my boyfriend wants/needs/should have to deal with anymore of my whacked out emotions. I am a kid, not some magical all-knowing writer. I write to release, like many other angst-filled teenagers, I write to let go and most importantly I write because it makes me feel better. If I write something so personal and put it up here and read something like that unexpectedly it hurts, because I threw a part of me up here on the internet for all to see and not all writing needs to be taken in such a sense that I need advice constantly. Sometimes I just write to get it out. End of story.